flameinthedarkness | Duplicity Inbox

Personally, I would've suggested he come live with Ginger and I.

Still, I'm glad to see you taking that to heart.

i mean not like ive got permanent with either of them so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ so not like im claiming ownership of him. u his queen not me

i mean i donno riddle. this all fucking sucks. not like can do anything really bout it either so i donno

did u text me just to make me feel crappy about this all? wtf and ppl say i suck as talking to others

Huh?
What do you mean?
I just commended you for your actions!

oh. yeah? ah k then? thx? [Ok, guess it's still just Idia being crap at talking to others.]

assumed it was sarcastic?

It wasn't sarcastic.

You remember NRC. Most students there would sooner take advantage of a colleague in distress than help them.

thus expecting the sarcasm....

Im aware... i almost died to a ghost because of that...

[Oh... that stings a bit.]

You don't trust me?

[...this feels like a trick question.]

i didnt trust u at all b4 riddle. other than to orgnize stuff. and torture me with it.

now. i mean. [Eehhh! Don't make him say stuff like this! Even over text. Idia rocking side to side in his seat as he tries to work out how to even word this. He's not good with this kind of thing! At all! Riddle has seen stuff that... Idia never wanted others to see. But he's also still in the dark about what Idia really was. Who he really was. Soon, though, they had organized that meet up where Idia planned to talk to Riddle, Azul, and Jamil in a couple of days.

But... how much does Idia trust anyone here? Frowning to himself in his seat.

Eventually,] more than used to. still donno how much. but its increased. donno if i trust nyone. fully. only ortho.

I suppose that is fair.

I think to make an effort is something to be respected. Especially one so genuine and as a result of what I said.

For awhile, I was under the impression my opinions meant nothing to you, so... I really do appreciate it.

[He understands it's a bit different when it comes to Idia's image of himself... But it's still frustrating and scary when he realizes how little sway he has in the face of something like Idia's life.]

[Riddle... please... he can't... Idia doesn't have the EQ to do this well. At all. Thank Seven this is over text and not face to face. That would be far worse.]

i always recognized ur intellect. just u were full on. u like one of the few who got my writings. like really took time to learn them. i mean i know azul would but only if he got something out of it. u just do it to learn. which i like.

here? ah. u been real good to put up with my bs. and the bs thrown at us. despite me being me. so. yeah. u didnt have to. any of those times. [This is so hard! He hates it!]

I never doubted that you did. But there's a difference between recognizing one's intellect and valuing what they believe, isn't it?

And you make yourself out to be a lot worse than you are. Ever since our relationship took a turn for the better, I enjoy your company more often than not.

[Even if he can be a brat, but that just seems to be Riddle's type.]

is there? [No. Seriously. Is there? Intellect has been the focus of Idia's life. The main goal. Before the Train that is. And around gaming. But gaming was a way to escape it. It existed beside that need for intellect and what came from it.]

i really so dont get y. at all. enjoying my company that is. but whatever. good 4 u?

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i do not recall why i wrote it like that XD rereading it I can't see why, hehe

looooool

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pfft this type, why riddle